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[Nov. 24th, 2009|04:21 pm] |
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In painnnnnnnnnn:(( My abdomen is in pain. I went to polyclinic today .. Feels like my fever is dragging , my body is forever aching and i think i might have sore throat! I should have say yes when the doc ask me whether i need MC. blearghhhh.
On a happier note, my DO gives me the green light to apply for leave and go for holiday! I AM GOING KL WITH NADINE AND JARJAR:))))))))))))))))))
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[Nov. 13th, 2009|05:05 pm] |
It's been a while, it's been sometime. I even lost the touch to blog. I am slowly disappearing, can't seem to get hold.
Life's pretty much occupied with work work and more work. Other than that, i am busy catching up with my friends during my off days.
Been trying hard to hide my feelings away, I've got to learn how to pretend no matter how much it hurts.
Truth is, i can't get over it. Somethings are not meant to be.
I have to learn to sacrifice. Good things will come to people who wait. Just hope it's gonna be a miracle.
It's good that times like this, i still have friends to look out for, talk and listen to.
I shall not bother with people who don't even give a damn fuck about me.
I gave them friendship but they never appreciate it. i gave them trust but they broke it.
I shall never stoop so loooooooow like them who pointed out my flaw without even realising theirs.
I am never their priority. I got to live with it.
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[Oct. 29th, 2009|12:30 pm] |
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why do i feel that something/everything is not quite right ?
something is telling me .. Just stop believing in it anymore.
i am losing all my trust and i shouldn't believe anyone anymore.
On a happier note, it's my off day tmr and i am going outtttttttttttttttt:)))))) |
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[Oct. 20th, 2009|12:50 am] |
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sometimes in life, i wish i can do so many things at a time. |
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| the question is who? |
[Oct. 17th, 2009|01:04 am] |
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i should kill the feeling away. go away please.
on a happier note, ONE MESSAGE RECEIVED:) atleast dapat jugak ubati rindu.. hehehe
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| payday |
[Oct. 11th, 2009|12:03 am] |
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I am one happy girl today:) GAJI BOMB PE!!!! |
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| will always. |
[Oct. 8th, 2009|06:30 pm] |
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I'm suffering from withdrawal symptoms. My first day at command. Everything was good but it will be much much better if the girls were around. I miss them already :( I am always stuck with the guys. why why why?
Food is EXPENSIVE over at the command so i foresee myself bringing homecooked food :)
Anyway, I should be happy that payday is tomorrow and my rest day falls on Saturday . Finally:)
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| are we for real? |
[Oct. 5th, 2009|10:06 am] |
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It's graduation tomorrow. Am not looking forward to it. Your six weeks training is going to end soon. Please be mentally prepared for the real thing, mamai. My batchmates will definitely be missed. Shall keep them with me in my memories:)
p/s: i shall not dare to think about it. I am going with the flow. |
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| new beginning? |
[Oct. 5th, 2009|12:24 am] |
I am moving on with life. Happy wherever i am now for the moment at least. Going to graduate next week which i am not looking forward to because I AM POSTED OUT TO COASTAL =( see la never change address at IC right. For now, i am praying hard that my mum will move back to the East at the end of the year.
East East East I love the East:) |
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| since you've been gone |
[Aug. 31st, 2009|11:35 pm] |
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So much has happened the past weeks but i am still alive and kicking after a hard day at work.
The last time i updated , i've been dying to quit the job. The boss makes the whole job easier by firing me(: Yes, i got fired! indirectly somehow. He told me i could come back when everything is alright which i probably won't because i am happy where i am now:D I miss everybody there.. ok not everybody just Nurul and Bev. Just wanna say, Nurul if you're reading this, thanks for making me comfortable during work, thanks for listening me out whenever i had problems and thanks for being the best soto ayam buddy i ever had. Only the both of us know why we would go crazy over a bowl of soto ayam kan? You're the best person to talk about money because both of us can sit down and talk for hours about how money is such an issue in our life. Oh man , i miss those days:(
And yet before i could even actually enjoy the days of being unemployed, i found myself a temporary job. 3 months contract job with C/P/F from recruitment agency. But barely a month there, I left the job.
Breaking the contract = $600 . i left the job for a first real stable job :)
On going training still and will be posted out once training ended. Busy like a bee for now. No time to update. No time to Facebook every few hours. All i want is ample time and sleep.HAHAHA
Some things are meant to be kept a secret and left unsaid. I do not want it to happen either but it's really hard for me to forgive you after all the years. My heart is broken and only time will heal the wound. Just wanna say, i really really miss you and that's bad.
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| weekend getaway again. |
[Jul. 24th, 2009|10:45 am] |
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IT'S FRIDAYYYYYYYY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p/s: please stop messaging wishing me good night good morning whatever is good to you BUT not to me bcoz i don't feel good when u do that! |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2009|11:14 am] |
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seriously speaking, i have no interest in working here anymore. my mind is not focus and i am all restless and lethargic. god this job is not for me. i feel like crying because i still have until next week before i can leave. yeah i am such a crybaby and my tolerance level is low. my mind is all messed up all i need is to go somewhere far and relax! tsk tsk. i have no idea why am i in this state right now. |
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[Jul. 18th, 2009|12:12 am] |
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I can't stop smiling. Prolly one of the best thing that happen to me this week:) |
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[Jul. 14th, 2009|03:14 pm] |
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Still 3 hours more to goooooooo! |
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| dilema nak mampos |
[Jul. 13th, 2009|02:23 pm] |
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It's the old same thing i have to go through everyweek. I have another job interview but i don't know how to go about telling my boss about it. I took two days leave already this month itself. THIS JOB IS DAMN IMPORTANT TO ME and i can bet with you, if i get this job, my auntie uncle nenek cousin will be damn happy ah. It's not helping at all when my mum and my cousin told me to take MC for the day. haiyaaaaaa sooooo how how how?! it's either i leave the job and go for the appointment in peace or take MC!
So yeah i can't believe my weekends just flew by when i am having sooo much fun. I went to Desaru fruit farm with cousins and relatives, jalan2 at jb,stop over at the road side stalls and ate a lot. Life is definitely sooooooo much better there because it's not so hectic like in singapore. masok singapore aje stressful.
Work as usual is boring shit. I can't wait to go home. |
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